I have been avoiding and resisting doing this for a long time now! For years I have been working hard to make a name for myself as an indie artist and that was all I wanted to be known for. Yes my fans and followers knew I was a witch but I didn’t make it a big part of my music, although it pretty much influenced all of it! I was afraid of becoming more known for my Witchy services than the music. This kept me in limbo for so long!
It got to the point where the breadcrumbs from the universe and my guides started becoming crisis moments. I was losing my cats, two of them were only 4 years old when we put them to sleep they were sooo young. I felt cheated. I was praying to Hecate about it while trying to keep the second cat from dying and she told me “to sing for her”. She was asking to make Witchy music and I resisted. When my last cat (Minnie who was 13, so not as young but still as devastating because I lost three cats in a row) I prayed to Lilith and she said I needed to promote my services as a Witch. What did I do? I once again resisted.
Earlier in the month I had an ego death where I had to let go and accept that I may not become as known for my music as I wanted to be. I had to accept that I can’t control everything, only what I do. So I will keep creating and sharing my music, regardless of now also being a priestess. I must answer the call to step on to this path of the priestess. I need to trust my guides in this, no matter how scary it is.
It’s scary because I’m making myself vulnerable and that takes guts! Then again, what can you expect from a priestess who works with Dragons, Hecate, Lilith and recently The Morrigan! So part of my mission is embody the courage and bravery that these deities demand especially in these times. We are in a battle, hell even in a war for our rights and our lives! So everything I had been resisting and avoiding came back and slapped me really hard in the face!
I have been a job that is not soul aligned and it has been soul sucking and exasperating my scoliosis! It’s gotten to the point that I am having to get an accommodation and that might put me on a leave of absence without fucking pay! If I’m lucky I’ll get the temporary disability asap! I don’t know what’s going to happen with that. It’s gotten slow they’ve been sending people home and the overtime I used to get to pay bills is non existent. To top it off I need to come up with $2500 by the 20th of this month, so we don’t get evicted. Thank you Saturn in Aries for this untimely kick in the fucking ass!
So here I am offering my services because it’s what I’m being called to do. I should have never avoided this and resisted this for so long. I have my regrets on this, but I can only move forward now. I am literally living on a prayer so if you’d like you can support me by subscribing for a monthly fee or you go to my Gofundme. This is so painful for me and my husband right now, but I won’t get out of this situation if I don’t step onto the priestess path and if I don’t put our Gofundme out there. With your help there will be one less homeless couple on the streets and less homeless pets too. Thank you for reading. Help keep one less couple and their pets off the streets